It begins...
It was 2023 when I decided to register kaloni.gay. Since then, my domain sat relatively idle, occasionally entertaining ideas with web design and abusing it as a sandbox for experimentation. I’ve never really contemplated the idea of actually putting this domain to use, let alone using it as my personal website.
Fast forward to today. I’ve continued to look introspectively, and the discussion of domains came up. I realized I hadn’t touched my domain for any real purpose since I bought it. Thinking further on it, I realized a lot of what drove me to put it off, was my avoidance of talking about oneself. Without digging deep (Hand me a shovel, I’m going in!), I realize I was making myself small and trying not to take up space because it was so engrained into me. I no longer need to be small. I no longer need to fear taking up space. This, is the space I want to take up. This, is the space I want to occupy. This will grow over time, and I’ll figure out what this all becomes.
For now, I finally have something here, and not just a cutesy placeholder that turns your computer into a wind tunnel.
This is just a start. I’m not sure what this space truly is just yet, nor do I know what it can be, or what it will become. What I do know, is it won’t be anything if I don’t do something with it, and stop hiding.